Anonymous asked: there's something in this fandom that makes me rage instantly whenever I see it. Are you ready for this? "Bobby was more of a father to the boys than john ever could be." and I just. Help me out here Sydnee. John may not have been the best, and I know he fucked up, but come on. He's the reason for the gravel in their gut. He toughened them up, and he loved them. They were his...
Anonymous asked: sydnee you look like felicity from arrow
Sam comes around slowly, blackness lightening to grey and smears until finally he can blink his eyes open again his sharp, throbbing headache and take int he dankness surrounding him. A sewer, he thinks maybe. Somewhere wet and dark and dripping in echoes that stretch for miles and miles. He jerks against the arm chair cursorily, knowing from the way he can feel his hands that the bindings cutting...
Anonymous asked: Are you upset that we didn't get more AbbadonSam interaction? Because I'm upset.
theguywhosavedtheworldonce asked: i hate summer too
ramrambolton asked: lets h8 summer 2gehter <3
this post was almost a short story about abaddon gettin’ all up in sam’s business and judging the vessel of lucifer but then i got tired so
Anonymous asked: Am I invited to hate summer with you?
dimpleforyourthoughts asked: I'm still waiting for that essay on why abaddon is so gr8 from you, jsyk. If we get a Bobby Singer is Dick essay we should have an Abaddon Is Better Than You essay
Anonymous asked: Do you like J2 or Wincest more?
Anonymous asked: :(((( you hate summer? whyyyy?
Anonymous asked: hahaha shit previous anon i just finished the entirety of brittle instead of my french project guess who cried until hER EYES HURT i hope you're proud of yourself i hope you know what you've done oh god
god i hate summer so much
padalackackles asked: for some reason, i always remembered brittle being like 400k or some shit, like the first time i read it i went agonisingly slow or smth, so it took me a couple of days to get all the way through it. but i went back again and reread it about a week ago, and it was still super painful, but waaay shorter than i remembered it to be. so uh. yeah. that's my brittle story. i guess.
Anonymous asked: So, I feel like you are always giving advice to people, or helping people with their problems. I think that's so cool of you. Also, you give like really good advice. I kind of hope on day I have a crisis just so I have an excuse to come to you, and ask for your infinite wisdom.
Anonymous asked: why would u write brittle i am on the second chapter and i have decided that u are the worst human being im going to mail you my bitter teaRS
Anonymous asked: hi sydnee! I'm writing a fic and a character is depressed, and while I did research and everything I'm still really worried about not getting it right (because I have no personal experience with it) and the very last thing I want to do is offend anyone, I'm not sure what I should do
Anonymous asked: Oh my god, Sydnee, I'm freaking out because I think I might be pregnant but I really don't want to be pregnant and it makes no sense that I would be because my boyfriend and I always wear a condom except last time he stuck it in for like two seconds without a condom and what do I do my parents are gonna kill me and I really don't want kids but I don't think I could get an...
purple skittles read the book i told him to and he lovED IT HAHAHA
duchessofdraw: thecapn: SO ANGRY ABOUT PEOPLE WHO THINK SAM IS SELFISH LIKE LITERALLY I WILL PHYSICALLY FIGHT ALL OF YOU BAREFOOT ON A FIELD OF BROKEN GLASS AND SCREAM ‘SAM WINCHESTER IS A GREAT PERSON AND I’M SORRY YOU LACK THE DEPTH OF HUMAN UNDERSTANDING TO DIG DEEP ENOUGH INTO HIS CHARACTER TO BE ABLE TO INTERPRET HIS ACTIONS AS ANYTHING BUT SHALLOW’ WHEN I BITE OFF YOUR GOD DAMN EAR...
do you ever read weecest and then get really sad and think ‘sam’s still going to stanford in four years’
jennycockles asked: talk to me about weecest sydnee
Anonymous asked: I fucking love you. That is all. Love, a redhead who looks just a little bit like Abaddon ;)
Anonymous asked: i really want a knot dildo but im afraid my boyfriend would judge me hardcore :(
the video project i’ve been murdering over won’t save //rolls off edge of life
and i want a haunted hotel and i want sam and dean to be walking down the hall and i want there to be a stiff breeze and when they turn around there’s ‘do not disturb’ signs swinging from every door they just passed i WANT THAT
AND THEY ONLY REALIZE WHAT HAPPENED WHEN THE BABY TRIES TO CLAW OUT OF HER AHHHHHH
what if sam and dean meet like a possessed woman and they exorcise her but no black smoke comes out and they’re like ???? so they douse her in holy water and nothing happens and they’re just like ‘wow that was weird buT SURPRISE SHE’S PREGNANT AND THE DEMON POSSESSED THE UNBORN FETUS
powerfulpistons asked: do you know the song eat you alive by the oh hellos? because that whole album has been my secret spn album since it came out, and every time you post about eat you alive that song plays in my head.
Anonymous asked: what is this psycho!jensen fic they are talking about?
Anonymous asked: um do you always hate meta on your posts? just asking because sometimes i want to reblog things and share my thoughts and sometimes they're long thoughts and now i'm kinda self conscious, whoops sorry.
Anonymous asked: that psycho!jensen fic someone rec'd you a while ago is absolutely RUINING me help
Anonymous asked: Also i adore your Supernatural fics, got anything on the back burner?
Anonymous asked: have you ever read Underbelly? it's another werewolf!j2 and it's really good but i think you stuck its porn scene into your old 'vice' tag for going in dry
[[MORE]]THE CURIOUS INVERSE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE AMOUNT OF RAGE I FEEL INSIDE OF MY BODY AND HOW WEAK MY BODY FEELS LIKE I’M MADE OF FUCKING NOODLES WHAT THE FUCK I’M SO EXHAUSTED I’VE SLEPT A FUCK TON OVER THE PAST WEEK I’VE FUCKING EATEN I’VE BEEN GOOD SO WHAT THE FUCK BODY WHAT THE FUCK ANGER IS THIS PUNISHMENT FOR GAINING FOUR POUNDS IS THIS WHAT I DESERVE ...
uhrg i’m going to take a nap i am terrible company right now and i want to punch everyone literally every single person you included right in the genitals
people dicking around on one of my posts no you make meta on your own texts post you make argument about brother not where i can see i don’t care leave get out